2 more days...

before Yi Jing is going to resurrect and head to the beach!*evil grin*

I don't wanna work anymore!!Rawr!

The bridge...

just caught my attention and i feel like it explains me right now. A fragile structure that is made stronger by different elements combined together, with my elements being family, friends, even the people whom I meet everyday when I work.

3 more days to the end! So what have I learned throughout this summer?

That is still something that I have to sit down and figure out.

But one thing that I know for sure is how much parents are willing to sacrifice for their children just like how mine are doing for me and it's the one and only love in this world that will last forever.

I love you Daddy and Mommy!!

The feeling right now...

is one that I have never felt before. The feeling of your heart being all twisted up. The feeling of wanting to cry but no tears drop down. The feeling of wanting to scream but no voice comes out. The feeling of wanting to run away from everything but my feet won't budge. The feeling of wanting to hide but there's no place available. The feeling of wanting to share it with someone yet not knowing where to start from.

Is it because my pride is too strong to allow me to show the weak side of me?

Right now, I just want to collapse into daddy and mommy's arms and cry my heart out but they're so far away..

All I can say is that this is the worse homesickness that I've ever felt....

Upside down, inside out

The title explains everything about me right now.

However, in no time, I'll be normal once again.LOL

Protons and electrons

Suddenly something in my head popped and I turned into a much more positive person.

I don't really know what happened but I'm loving this new Yi Jing that has evolved. No more complains, a positive attitude all the time, this feeling is just GREAT!

But on the other hand, while I became more positive, I look around and realize that everything around me became much more negative!

Heard this somewhere but it's something like there are so much electrons in this universe compared to protons and these electrons are constantly going around seeking for protons to stick to. That's why you get shocks during winter when you open the doors. You know what I mean.

So now that I've probably became a proton, will I be attracting more electrons?:P Let's just see how long will I be able to sustain this positivity in me. Summer is coming and I definitely need lots of this!

The Real World

And I finally got to realize what the real world is.

The desperation that drives people to do whatever it takes to get what they want. And just the thought of not getting what they want just freaks them out. They can go to the extreme of boot licking and not even realize that they're doing it.

Does this mean that they don't have the capabilities to do what it takes for them to resort to this or is it just their nature to be doing so? This I really wonder.

Boot lickers! I look down upon you! Use your own capabilities to show that you have what it takes! Unless, in my eyes, you will always be labeled as USELESS!

I hate the real world! I don't want to be part of it!And how I wish you could disappear right in front of me this moment in time because you make me sick!

Drink. Drank. Drunk.

I was not a good girl last night!:P

I got drunk.

Really drunk.

3rd time getting drunk in the US. :D

I couldn't walk straight.

I remember what I was doing but I don't remember what you said to me.

But we had so much fun! Well at least I did.