Bliss :)

Sitting in a tv lounge next to him doing our own stuff..

Not much conversation going on between us but the feeling of bliss just blankets over me..:)

Having eye contact and smiling at each other once in a while just makes my heart melt..

Reminiscing at all the memories we had (although not a lot of them right now) makes my heart melt even more..XD

<3<3<3

Flying Free :)

There is a place I call my own
Where I can stand by the sea,
And look beyond the things I've known ,
And dream that I might be free.
Like the bird above the trees
Gliding gently on the breeze,
I wish that all my life I'd be
Without a care and flying free!

But life is not a distant sky
Without a cloud, without rain.
And I can never hope that I
Can travel on without pain

Time goes swiftly on its way,
All too soon we've lost today.
I cannot wait for skies of blue
Or dream so long that life is through.

So life's a song that I must sing,
A gift of love I must share .
And when I see the joy it brings,
My spirits soar through the air.
Like that bird up in the sky ,
Life has taught me how to fly.
For now I know what I can be
And now my heart is flying free!

Just love the lyrics of this song.

Memories :)

I didn't have the guts to tell you.

I guess you figured it out anyway.

Someone had to get hurt and I'm sorry it had to be you.

It's me who changed and made the choice.

I'll definitely keep the memories we had together.

Thank you for everything that you had done for me.

But I have moved on and it's time for you to move on too.

Wish you all the luck in your future endeavors and remember to think of this old friend once in a while. :)

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I'm back in Wisconsin! I should be feeling happy and glad to be here but there's just a weird feeling in me that keeps clinging onto the summer months..

I'm missing the days where I get on track and on schedule and accomplish goals that I set for myself..

I'm missing the days where I get back home and Momo would have food ready for me!:P

I'm missing the days when I get into my car, start driving myself to work, and either listening to the radio or talking to people on the phone..

I'm missing the pillow talks I have with Momo and Hien about everything and Momo's laughter..

I'm missing all my Mrs Jones and how nice they have been to me although there were some that were mean too..:)

I'm missing all the Sunday meetings when we finally meet each other after a long week and how our hearts wrench when it's time to leave..

I'm missing all the stupid stuff that we do at our headquarter..

Momo! You miss all the ants? I sure don't!XD

Seriously, I never knew summer with Varsity could be so fun and nostalgic!

Up and down, In and out!

Do you agree that most people who keep a daily journal are more depressed compared to people who don't?

Just a random question. :D

Well, the rookie that lived with me left today when she was only two days away from heading down to the beach! I don't know what's she thinking when she made that decision but I hope she doesn't regret what she did.

Left a note which was pretty emotional and I keep questioning myself if I did my part as being her manager who was supposed to guide her along the way. That definitely taught me how to be more concerned about people the next time I meet someone.

On the other hand, ONE MORE DAY BEFORE I HEAD DOWN TO THE BEACH!!!

2 more days...

before Yi Jing is going to resurrect and head to the beach!*evil grin*

I don't wanna work anymore!!Rawr!

The bridge...

just caught my attention and i feel like it explains me right now. A fragile structure that is made stronger by different elements combined together, with my elements being family, friends, even the people whom I meet everyday when I work.

3 more days to the end! So what have I learned throughout this summer?

That is still something that I have to sit down and figure out.

But one thing that I know for sure is how much parents are willing to sacrifice for their children just like how mine are doing for me and it's the one and only love in this world that will last forever.

I love you Daddy and Mommy!!