Changi Airport

Yeah as what my title says im at Changi Airport now..I shall update some stuff everytime Im transitting..hehe..

So, my trip started at about noon today..parents wanted to leave early in case something crops up halfway..so i reached KLIA at about 5.30..call me kiasu..wadeva..Its my first time flying off alone to somewhere so far la..lucky there's Chloe flying with me..think if not ill already be gg crazy now..haha..

Sis and mom was there taking pics all around the airport..din hav the mood to take with them but stil had to force out a smile..i was sad, reluctant, n was having mixed feelings that no words could describe..

Finally it was time to enter the boarding area..Mom hugged me and started crying..Tears were in my eyes but they din drop..Next up was sis..She wasnt crying when i hugged her..guessed she was influenced by mom..haha..dad did not cry at all..guy mayb..ai mian zhi..kekeke..

After entering the boarding area and seeing the plane that would take me to Changi I got excited..It was so long ago that i took a plane..haha..got a bit airsick in the plane..stil a bit now cos mayb im already tired but not slping..hope i don fall sick..

Think ill update till here..should go get some rest edi..plus i only have like 15 mins of internet usage per session..haha..adios ppl..gdnite!!
~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~

I love u Daddy n Mommy..=')

Ok I forced my mom to drive me back from kajang..I said one sentence-" This would be the last time you can fetch me back to Inti edi"

She agreed immediately..

I feel so bad now..haih..she worked so hard for me just to let me go overseas for my studies..It's hearbreaking to see her work so hard and end up so tired at the end of the day all because of ME!!='((

N just now when we were gonna reach Inti, she suddenly said 'wow time really flies. The day when I came n drop you off here at Inti seemed like just few days ago. Now u're here for 1 yr and 8 months edi and u're gg 2 US soon...' Tears were at the brink of my eyes, but I didn't want mom to see the weak side of me..

I shall always be strong, like how mom strived so hard for me, for my sis, for this family..I will always remember the effort she put into raising me up, providing for me, giving me a good life..

And not forgetting daddy, who was always there to advice me on stuff, always borrowed me a helping hand when i had probs, always giving me pocket money to spend on stuff I like, who was my 'driver' for the past so many that didn't receive any salary, who will be the one that I look for only when i don have enuf money, who was the one who got me out of trouble when mom starts scolding me, who will always be the H-E-R-O in my heart..

Daddy and mommy, really hope that both of you can reconcile cause not only both of u are suffering, sis n I are too, especially sis..I think that she deserves more love than she actually has now cause I had it once upon a time..

I LOVE YOU!!!

~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~

Byebye grandma n everyone..T.T

Im at Kajang now, in my mom's off, using her computer, while listening to her colleagues talk..haha..U might be wondering why I'm here..Well, went back to Ipoh during the weekends to visit my maternal grandma..been so long since I saw her..

Before I even reached, she was edi busy preparing nice food for me..could smell the aroma of those food even before i step into the house..yum yum..Cuz opened the door 4 me..she looked so cute!!!7 yrs old dis yr..so guai..n she kept tagging me everywhere i went..hehe..den grandma came out from the kitchen..She looked so small n petite n fragile..like the wind could easily blow her away to a faraway place..but the food she cook taste fabulous..couldnt resist myself from eating..hahaha..sorry dear..=p

Everyone who saw me kept saying that I grew up edi..become more lady-like d (i was edi lady-like since last time leh..xp) my ''ee cheong" came back from work n he started kacau-ing me..well he always does dat since i was young..he's always so humorous..he started scaring my mom dat I'll hafta look 4 american bf d..hahaha..=p n my mom started 'praising' bernard seah kok ren!!no fair!!haha..

after dinner, mom was inside the room talking to grandma..din wanna enter cos i noe they'll be discussing bout me..bout how much my mom hafta fork out for me to study there n stuff..n i always feel so guilty..T.T i promise ill study hard when i go over to US mommy!!(but ill play hard also!rite 'mei yi'??=p)

Everyone telling me to enjoy as much food here as I can cos wont be able to eat it over at US..haih..mom even asked me to 'eat into my memory, use 2 yrs to digest'..lol..ill definitely miss everyone here..everyone will miss me also..hoho..but nvm can stil msn or skype or even drop by my blog de..hehe..k la gotta go back le..bye!

~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~