I miss...

I miss Malaysia..
I miss home..
I miss my family..
I miss my dad, mom, and 'big bully' sis..
I miss my bed..
I miss my piano..

I miss Inti..
I miss my friends..
I miss the fun and laughter we had..
I miss the times we went out yam cha in the middle of the night..
I miss the times we 38-ed till late at night..
I miss the times we organized events together..

I miss the food back in Malaysia..mamak, spicy food, rice, fried noodles..

Oh why am I so emotional today..
~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~

Changi Airport

Yeah as what my title says im at Changi Airport now..I shall update some stuff everytime Im transitting..hehe..

So, my trip started at about noon today..parents wanted to leave early in case something crops up halfway..so i reached KLIA at about 5.30..call me kiasu..wadeva..Its my first time flying off alone to somewhere so far la..lucky there's Chloe flying with me..think if not ill already be gg crazy now..haha..

Sis and mom was there taking pics all around the airport..din hav the mood to take with them but stil had to force out a smile..i was sad, reluctant, n was having mixed feelings that no words could describe..

Finally it was time to enter the boarding area..Mom hugged me and started crying..Tears were in my eyes but they din drop..Next up was sis..She wasnt crying when i hugged her..guessed she was influenced by mom..haha..dad did not cry at all..guy mayb..ai mian zhi..kekeke..

After entering the boarding area and seeing the plane that would take me to Changi I got excited..It was so long ago that i took a plane..haha..got a bit airsick in the plane..stil a bit now cos mayb im already tired but not slping..hope i don fall sick..

Think ill update till here..should go get some rest edi..plus i only have like 15 mins of internet usage per session..haha..adios ppl..gdnite!!
~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~

All da best to you guys...

Dear's on the plane now heading towards Madison..wonder wad he's doin..is he yakking away with the others?is he reading the card that i made for him?is he slping?is he comfortable?thousands of thoughts about him are running in my mind now as im typing out this post..im sad..im missing him..i wanna cry..but no tears are coming out..argh..

Anyway, good luck to all of those who left Malaysia just now..have a safe journey and hope that you guys (and girls) enjoy ur stay there!!

~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~

I love u Daddy n Mommy..=')

Ok I forced my mom to drive me back from kajang..I said one sentence-" This would be the last time you can fetch me back to Inti edi"

She agreed immediately..

I feel so bad now..haih..she worked so hard for me just to let me go overseas for my studies..It's hearbreaking to see her work so hard and end up so tired at the end of the day all because of ME!!='((

N just now when we were gonna reach Inti, she suddenly said 'wow time really flies. The day when I came n drop you off here at Inti seemed like just few days ago. Now u're here for 1 yr and 8 months edi and u're gg 2 US soon...' Tears were at the brink of my eyes, but I didn't want mom to see the weak side of me..

I shall always be strong, like how mom strived so hard for me, for my sis, for this family..I will always remember the effort she put into raising me up, providing for me, giving me a good life..

And not forgetting daddy, who was always there to advice me on stuff, always borrowed me a helping hand when i had probs, always giving me pocket money to spend on stuff I like, who was my 'driver' for the past so many that didn't receive any salary, who will be the one that I look for only when i don have enuf money, who was the one who got me out of trouble when mom starts scolding me, who will always be the H-E-R-O in my heart..

Daddy and mommy, really hope that both of you can reconcile cause not only both of u are suffering, sis n I are too, especially sis..I think that she deserves more love than she actually has now cause I had it once upon a time..

I LOVE YOU!!!

~^Nobody is perfect. I am Nobody.^~