Protons and electrons

Suddenly something in my head popped and I turned into a much more positive person.

I don't really know what happened but I'm loving this new Yi Jing that has evolved. No more complains, a positive attitude all the time, this feeling is just GREAT!

But on the other hand, while I became more positive, I look around and realize that everything around me became much more negative!

Heard this somewhere but it's something like there are so much electrons in this universe compared to protons and these electrons are constantly going around seeking for protons to stick to. That's why you get shocks during winter when you open the doors. You know what I mean.

So now that I've probably became a proton, will I be attracting more electrons?:P Let's just see how long will I be able to sustain this positivity in me. Summer is coming and I definitely need lots of this!