Merry Xmas!

Yay! New template for the coming season! Didn't take me much time to look for it though. :P

So bored from studying and that's why I'm here! 3 more finals to go before I'm able to enjoy a little break from everything. Feels like I'm at a corner with all the stuff that I'm going through right now. Grrr. Snowball fights anyone?? There's tonnes of unwanted snow out there waiting to be utilized!:P

San Francisco! You wait for me! I'll be there in 4 more days! Loh Wan Yi! You too!:P What are the plans though? I'm clueless..XD We'll see how everything goes!:D

p/s: Mr Cold Weather, I will not miss you a single bit when I'm gone and I hope you'll be gone before I am back here!XD

The first snow flakes of 2010!

It's finally snowing! It's looking beautiful as I look out of my window..The color white just makes everything look so pure and clean and it seems like it's glowing too!:D

Well this is probably only gonna last till tmr morning when I gotta shove all the snow on my car before going for work! Not gonna like that so much..grrr

Till then, gonna enjoy the snow with a movie or sth..:) Nitez!

Olivia Ong - You and Me

Olivia Ong-stand by me.flv

Olivia-L.O.V.E

Bliss :)

Sitting in a tv lounge next to him doing our own stuff..

Not much conversation going on between us but the feeling of bliss just blankets over me..:)

Having eye contact and smiling at each other once in a while just makes my heart melt..

Reminiscing at all the memories we had (although not a lot of them right now) makes my heart melt even more..XD

<3<3<3

Flying Free :)

There is a place I call my own
Where I can stand by the sea,
And look beyond the things I've known ,
And dream that I might be free.
Like the bird above the trees
Gliding gently on the breeze,
I wish that all my life I'd be
Without a care and flying free!

But life is not a distant sky
Without a cloud, without rain.
And I can never hope that I
Can travel on without pain

Time goes swiftly on its way,
All too soon we've lost today.
I cannot wait for skies of blue
Or dream so long that life is through.

So life's a song that I must sing,
A gift of love I must share .
And when I see the joy it brings,
My spirits soar through the air.
Like that bird up in the sky ,
Life has taught me how to fly.
For now I know what I can be
And now my heart is flying free!

Just love the lyrics of this song.

Memories :)

I didn't have the guts to tell you.

I guess you figured it out anyway.

Someone had to get hurt and I'm sorry it had to be you.

It's me who changed and made the choice.

I'll definitely keep the memories we had together.

Thank you for everything that you had done for me.

But I have moved on and it's time for you to move on too.

Wish you all the luck in your future endeavors and remember to think of this old friend once in a while. :)

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I'm back in Wisconsin! I should be feeling happy and glad to be here but there's just a weird feeling in me that keeps clinging onto the summer months..

I'm missing the days where I get on track and on schedule and accomplish goals that I set for myself..

I'm missing the days where I get back home and Momo would have food ready for me!:P

I'm missing the days when I get into my car, start driving myself to work, and either listening to the radio or talking to people on the phone..

I'm missing the pillow talks I have with Momo and Hien about everything and Momo's laughter..

I'm missing all my Mrs Jones and how nice they have been to me although there were some that were mean too..:)

I'm missing all the Sunday meetings when we finally meet each other after a long week and how our hearts wrench when it's time to leave..

I'm missing all the stupid stuff that we do at our headquarter..

Momo! You miss all the ants? I sure don't!XD

Seriously, I never knew summer with Varsity could be so fun and nostalgic!

Up and down, In and out!

Do you agree that most people who keep a daily journal are more depressed compared to people who don't?

Just a random question. :D

Well, the rookie that lived with me left today when she was only two days away from heading down to the beach! I don't know what's she thinking when she made that decision but I hope she doesn't regret what she did.

Left a note which was pretty emotional and I keep questioning myself if I did my part as being her manager who was supposed to guide her along the way. That definitely taught me how to be more concerned about people the next time I meet someone.

On the other hand, ONE MORE DAY BEFORE I HEAD DOWN TO THE BEACH!!!

2 more days...

before Yi Jing is going to resurrect and head to the beach!*evil grin*

I don't wanna work anymore!!Rawr!

The bridge...

just caught my attention and i feel like it explains me right now. A fragile structure that is made stronger by different elements combined together, with my elements being family, friends, even the people whom I meet everyday when I work.

3 more days to the end! So what have I learned throughout this summer?

That is still something that I have to sit down and figure out.

But one thing that I know for sure is how much parents are willing to sacrifice for their children just like how mine are doing for me and it's the one and only love in this world that will last forever.

I love you Daddy and Mommy!!

The feeling right now...

is one that I have never felt before. The feeling of your heart being all twisted up. The feeling of wanting to cry but no tears drop down. The feeling of wanting to scream but no voice comes out. The feeling of wanting to run away from everything but my feet won't budge. The feeling of wanting to hide but there's no place available. The feeling of wanting to share it with someone yet not knowing where to start from.

Is it because my pride is too strong to allow me to show the weak side of me?

Right now, I just want to collapse into daddy and mommy's arms and cry my heart out but they're so far away..

All I can say is that this is the worse homesickness that I've ever felt....

Upside down, inside out

The title explains everything about me right now.

However, in no time, I'll be normal once again.LOL

Protons and electrons

Suddenly something in my head popped and I turned into a much more positive person.

I don't really know what happened but I'm loving this new Yi Jing that has evolved. No more complains, a positive attitude all the time, this feeling is just GREAT!

But on the other hand, while I became more positive, I look around and realize that everything around me became much more negative!

Heard this somewhere but it's something like there are so much electrons in this universe compared to protons and these electrons are constantly going around seeking for protons to stick to. That's why you get shocks during winter when you open the doors. You know what I mean.

So now that I've probably became a proton, will I be attracting more electrons?:P Let's just see how long will I be able to sustain this positivity in me. Summer is coming and I definitely need lots of this!

The Real World

And I finally got to realize what the real world is.

The desperation that drives people to do whatever it takes to get what they want. And just the thought of not getting what they want just freaks them out. They can go to the extreme of boot licking and not even realize that they're doing it.

Does this mean that they don't have the capabilities to do what it takes for them to resort to this or is it just their nature to be doing so? This I really wonder.

Boot lickers! I look down upon you! Use your own capabilities to show that you have what it takes! Unless, in my eyes, you will always be labeled as USELESS!

I hate the real world! I don't want to be part of it!And how I wish you could disappear right in front of me this moment in time because you make me sick!

Drink. Drank. Drunk.

I was not a good girl last night!:P

I got drunk.

Really drunk.

3rd time getting drunk in the US. :D

I couldn't walk straight.

I remember what I was doing but I don't remember what you said to me.

But we had so much fun! Well at least I did.

New skin!

Hohoho! New blog template! I was so worried I was gonna screw it up but it turned out to be nice!LOL!

OMG I went for zumba ytd and it was awesome! Worked my whole body out so much I haven't sweat that way for such a long time! Wanted to go swimming after that but the two blockheads that were supposed to go with me had their own things to do..

Lalala I'm such a helpful person. But sometimes you just feel that you're taken for granted. Hmmm.

I still don't know how to appreciate stuff that I have! I just came back from Madison and I'm envying couples that I see on my way to and back from class? @.@

Oh ya Happy Birthday Mommy Hew! I don't know if you've received my card but I hope you like it! :D I love you always!

Meetings are always not fun but you always have to go for it. So see ya people.

Life is good!:D

And here I am blogging again after a 3 hours drive back from Madison and a birthday celebration for two friends.

The review session that was mentioned in the previous post? I didn't have to conduct it. Professor did all the talking. I just flipped the slides. XD

My phone has a new look now!pretty cool actually. Looks like my knight in shining armor.Lalala.

I got my presents today! Well stuff that I bought online. Room's pretty messy now.Who cares? Not me!For now.lol.

Went for Indian buffet this afternoon! I'm still full from it. And I have a whole container full of 'nian gao' that's sitting right in front of me. Ahhhh. Anyone wants some?:P

The weather is so so so NICE right now! I keep having the urge to go out in shorts!hahaha.I really hope it doesn't snow again. *cross fingers*

Whoots! A new week is coming! I hope I'll be able to maintain this kind of spirit throughout the week!haha. Tata!

Philosophical or not philosophical?

Well, went for dinner with my professor last night only to find out that I've to conduct the review session which is tomorrow and it would be the size of a lecture hall. O.o I hope I have the relevant knowledge that i have to know to conduct it!lol

Then later into the night I was chatting with a few friends online and found out that I am pretty philosophical nowadays..lol its somehow fun to be philosophical. i know what im gonna go into after this. Counselling since I really like helping people solve problems!:)

Gtg. more and more people are coming into class and im right in front using the classroom computer!tata!

Randomness again?:p

I woke up at 12.15pm today! And that was cos a friend called. =D

We talked bout a killer whale who killed its trainer when it sent the trainer flying and crashing into the wall. This happened at Sea World. O.o

I finished my homework when I was at work!

Yesterday's cny event was a partially successful one considering that we were so not on time, over budgeted but yet everyone had the best time of their lives! Well at least I did. Facebook shows it all..XD

I'm missing everyone right now. Wondering what is everyone doing? How i wish i could split myself into however many pieces and go to different places at once!

My housemate cooked something and smoked the whole house. Me and another housemate couldn't stop coughing for about 10 minutes.

I finally did my laundry!:D

I went to McD for dinner today!

Hopes everyone have a great week ahead with lots of laughter and fun!

Congratulations!

Congratulations to me for making it to my #61 post.lol.

Congratulations to my rat for making 182 presses in 20 minutes? You're the champion!hahaha.

Congratulations to me again for finally making the decision to go rock climbing.

Congratulations to me for making it through another boring and routined week.

I'm random! I know! Who cares? Definitely not you. XD

:)

I always feel good when I'm moving around and getting things done instead of sitting at home facing the lighted square on my table.

Today was one of those days.

Went to class, then to reading clinic, to the post office to send something and to collect my new phone!whoots!

My phone's old. It needs to be put to rest for now.lol.I'm so in love with my new phone right now. Sort of love at first sight?hahaha! From far it actually looks like an iphone.

After fiddling for a bit with my phone I headed to an AIESEC GMM. It was fun!:) Started off the meeting with two dances. All clubs should probably imcorporate this into their routines. :P

AND

I replied to two emails about an open shift and I got both the shifts! Today is just my lucky day! I'm all set for a marvellous spring break!:P

O.o

I didn't realise that it's actually been so long since I updated my blog. Well guess since I'm always so 'busy' with stuff, I might as well start blogging again!

*thinks about what to blog*

*still thinking*

*light bulb in head lights up!*

I DON"T KNOW!XD

Bye bye.